I was in Love, but that was YESTERDAY

You know I REALLY REALLY do :(

Everyone has that time in their life that no matter what you do, nothing seems to go right. Ever since you left, I don't know how to keep myself together. You made me smile & laugh like no other guy have ever done before. Sure, I have my best friends to make me laugh and smile, but I can never get that butterfly feeling from them. The only way I can get over this is if we talk again, but I don't think you're willing to because it seems like you've forgotten all about me.

Love is about danger, always.
Love jumps off cliffs, love is irrational.
It keeps you alive, and it destroys you.
The search for love provides nourishment for your artist soul.
I'm afraid that as soon as you really find love,
there won't be anything left to write songs about.
-- Lady GaGa

i want kisses on my back . i want kisses on my cheeks . i want to wrap my legs around you . i want to sit on your lap and barely kiss you . i want to ditch boring things and make out instead . i want to lie in bed all day , just you and i , just sheets and us . i want to fall in love , just once , just you , forever and ever 

I miss knowing you were always there. I miss the security. I miss the stupid fights that either made us shut up until next time or somehow made us stronger. I miss holding your hand. I miss you holding back. I miss you not holding back. I miss your scruff and always being amazed that I walked away without severe beard-burn. I miss those nights when we didn’t want to stop being with each other. I miss getting so pissed at something you would say or do and trying to deal with it on my own until you made me fess up. I miss surprising you. I miss being surprised by the glimpses of your humanity every now and then. I miss the look you’d get when i’d touch your cheek. I miss how you thought you were so stealth with your mood changes when you really can’t hide them from me. I miss how i always knew where I stood. I think I miss your hugs the most. didn't need them often, but now when I do, it sucks to know you’re not around to give them.

PLEASE !!